They scheduled me to be court-committed at my state's psychiatric residential facility for the severely mentally ill (insane). They also told her I would never live among people again. However, as destiny would have it, I regained an awareness of reality overnight. On day 5, my symptoms started to drastically improve, and by day 6, my court commission was canceled. I was discharged on day 7. I had to complete a mandatory three-month outpatient rehabilitation before I could rejoin society. A year later, I was hired at that same hospital and shared my testimony with people as a beacon of light and hope. I passed the RN boards on the first time. I worked for two years and then became a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner in 2017. I thought, "I could be better than the average provider at assisting patients such as myself because I am walking in their shoes." I became a Family Nurse Practitioner in 2019. I remained medication compliant and stable until I attempted to D/C my medications to have children. I had a severe relapse in 2023, which required another involuntary admission and scheduled court commission. However, there was something different about this episode. It wasn't like the first at all. The police took me to a hospital I interviewed with a few months back. Then, while in the hospital, I had a life-changing encounter with God. He explained to me the reason behind my life and my suffering and how he wanted to use me as a tool against darkness, especially since I was tormented by darkness for the majority of my life. I hesitantly accepted my assignment and have embarked on my new journey! This is a very, VERY small subset of my life. I've experienced everything from sexual assault to failing out of one NP school to graduating as an honored scholar at another NP school to opening my own business to being baptized in the Jordan River where Christ was...My life story is something for Hollywood. If you want to know more, you can visit Buy/Donate page to purchase a copy of my book. I've been living a double life, but now I'm walking into my divine one!